The God Who Walks with Me

Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation,
by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 
And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, 
will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
                                                                                                                                                        Philippians 4:6-7

I know the Scriptures tells me not to be anxious about anything, and over the years, I have known 'the peace of God' during difficult days. The presence of God has been real to me, sustaining me through the darkest of times.  Still, of late, I have been overwhelmed with a sense of fear and uncertainty. As I have said to Janice, 'I'm scared'.  I am concerned this day for the well being of our daughters, who are so close to the fires in West Kelowna.  As parents, our kids are always on our minds, we are never not concerned for them.  I'm fearful for my own well being, afraid I may not get better, that I may not be able to continue to function as I have.  I'm tired and hurting and too often of late, the nights have be long and sleepless as I lay awake thinking about our home and finances, wondering about possible changes we might face.

In those moments I cycle back to the truths that have sustained me in the past.  Perhaps it is better stated that God reminds me of those truths that sustain and encourage me.  He meets me in the dark night of my soul and speaks life into my heart and mind, reminding me that He is my refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore I will not fear (Psalm 46:1-2).  He invites me to, Be still, and know that He is God (Psalm 46:10); to cease from anxious thoughts and find rest in Him, for He has promised, My Presence will go with you, and I will give you rest (Exodus 33:14). 

I call out to God and wait for Him in the silence, learning as Mark Buchanan has observed:  Silence is the room we create for the searching of God, where we hear His voice and follow (Your God Is Too Safe).  Like the Psalmist, I call out to God.  To you, Lord, I call; you are my Rock, do not turn a deaf ear to me. For if you remain silent, I will be like those who go down to the pit. Hear my cry for mercy as I call to you for help (Psalm 28:1-2). Time and again, God has come to me and spoken words of assurance into my life, allowing me to both draw near to Him and find His promised rest.

When I am afraid, I put my trust in you.
In God, whose word I praise—in God I trust and am not afraid.
                                                                                                                               Psalm 56:3-4

In Him, I find a measure of serenity, a calm that I cannot explain--His peace which transcends all understanding.
As He walks with me during this season, His presence is a precious gift.  For this I am grateful.  In Him I rest secure.

You direct me on the path that leads to a beautiful life.
As I walk with You, the pleasures are never-ending,
and I know true joy and contentment.
                                                                                                                Psalm 16:11